CONFUSED....

Sometimes you make me feel....
That it means something....
Like you belong to me....
& entice those feelings....

Sometimes you just cut me away....
Like I am a stranger....
Like I mean, to you, nothing....

Your smile your weapon....
Piercing through my soul....
You capture my whole world....
In those innocent starry eyes....

When you pass me by....
Feels like I am standing on the sky....

Floating over that endless sea....
Lost in your charm....
That moment of glee....

You are my angel....
& my heartless killer too....

But the pain that you give....
Is beautiful and sweet too....

With every step....
& with your every move....
My heart's rhythm....
Beats with a new groove...

Mesmerised I stand....
Frozen.... I cannot move....
Waiting for you to notice....
My feelings.... old and new....

Feelings that have been trapped....
I feel.... as if.... since eternity....
For every time I tried....
I know.... I have cried....

For before I could even express them....
You built a wall around yourself....
As if vulnerable to those feelings....
Too afraid to be hurt....

But, then I think....
What if you've been there....
You've felt that pain too....
For someone had hurt you....

I am trying to think....
I am trying to understand....

For.... till I find out ....
The truth in your heart....
I will be lost....
Pondering about in my thoughts....

Trying to find those answers....
Trying to fight the pain....
Till then I just move....
Through the motions of life....

Lost.... Confused....
My Sweetheart....