THINKING....

I've been thinking for ages....
About devils & sages....

They are all within me....
But I am trying to explore....
Lost in that Unknown world....
Of sometimes hope & sometimes gore....

But why am I thinking....
About something....
That may not be true....

Maybe it is just a fragment of my imagination....
But maybe it is an experience....
I remember from my past life....
Which keeps coming back....
Like the fate unresigned....

I don't shut them out....
But I'm never all belief too....
Coz I don't want to be stuck with it....
For life's already filled.... with a hundred new worries....

Which are tearing me apart....
Every limb.... part by part....
But there is no physical pain....
Just that pinch in my heart....

I want to be happy....
I want to run away....
But the path that I have chosen....
Always beckons me to stay....

It has no bindings on me....
But I feel obliged to obey....
To it.... I may loose everything....
Everything that I dreamed... of doing one day....

But that day is still far....
& I keep going on....
Hoping for a life that....
One day will be mine....
& my every action will....
My Dreams Define....

But till then..... I just wait....
& I am thinking.....!!!!