TODAY.....

Today I was thinking.... about my life again....
Pass me by.... like a dark nights rain....

I'm standing there drenched....
I hope it'll stop....
Let me see for a moment....
What I missed or forgot....

What has been lost to me....
What has passed me by....
That beautiful day.....
& that starlit clear sky.....

Those beautiful memories ....
Those moments I could have had....

I ponder upon my fate....
Which is lost on the horizon....
I've been bearing it slowly....
Like my whole world is frozen....

But through those cold moments....
I feel but one warmth....
Keeping me alive...
That slight ray of hope....

It's been with me through ages.....
& is still with me now.....
But I am just surviving.....
Coz that ray is not enough....

Enough to keep me alive....
But not enough to rekindle my soul....
To turn it into a burning hearth....
& make my spirit glow....

I am waiting for the right moment....
& piling my life force....
For.... that very moment....
I shall.... myself break free....

From my frozen entrapment....
From that everlasting cold hell....

But till then I'll be waiting....
Waiting for that day....
Just hoping forever....
That I will be....
Free one day....!!!!